It’s over.

To break it off, I have to stand firm, and even say things that are not true, so the other side might have an easier time to get over it.

走吧

还记得年少时的梦吗
象朵永远不凋零的花
陪我经过那风吹雨打
看世事无常看沧桑变化
那些为爱所付出的代价
是永远都难忘的阿

也许我偶尔还是会想他
偶尔难免会惦记着他
就当他是一个老朋友啊
也让我心疼也让我牵挂
只是我心中不再有火花
让往事都随风去吧

所有真心的痴心的话
都在我心中虽然已没有他

走吧走吧
人总要学着自己长大
走吧走吧
人生难免经历苦痛挣扎
走吧走吧
为自己的心找一个家
也曾伤心流泪
也曾黯然心碎

这是爱的代价。

真的是知人不知心阿

Masa was right.

Even though you think you may have seen it all, the people that you care for the most can still surprise you sometimes for all the wrong reasons.

Dark on Fire

By Turin Brakes

I know I haven’t updated in quite a while. I’m still picking up the pieces. And setting the wheels in order. But I guess I should be fine. And it’s gonna take me two miracles to pass this semester. So, I guess I should be doing more studying.

But I would also like to talk about B’s dress that I totally disliked in “Enough About Eve.” The colour, feathers, and design totally didn’t work for me, didn’t get how that was Old Hollywood style, which B is famous for. I mean B’s fashion stylist, what were you thinking? And the irony is, I can’t even find a photo of it anywhere on Google, or CW or tv.com, to post it up here, so I guess maybe, everyone thinks it’s hideous enough to not be put on the web. Go watch the episode, 306, it’s the one that B wears when she was giving the toast with V hiding the microphone in her clutch.

And for “How to Succeed in Bassness”, the whole episode was so boring for the first 35 mins, or so  till the action and all the good parts happened near the last 5 mins. As in things started picking up and turning out well after B told C about the fake liquor licence and the police got called in to chase everyone out of the club.

But, as I was watching Season 2 again, since I really think Season 2 is by far the best season for Gossip Girl so far, in my opinion, I picked up on a song by Turin Brakes, called Dark on Fire. That’s the song that was played when C talked to B and told her to wait, that sometime in the future, they could be together again. So here are the lyrics, and the link to youtube for the video. I got the lyrics from Gossip Girl Insider Music by episode webpage, and video from youtube.

Dark on Fire by Turin Brakes

In the morning,
When you wake up
Daytime fades up
And your make up runs,
Just hold on

It sounds tacky,
but I’m hopeful
There’s a reason
That the world turns round,
Through silent sound

Set the dark on fire
Set the dark on fire
Set the dark on fire
Set the dark on fire
Now oooooohhhhh
Wooooooo ohhhhh

I got lost
Inside a memory,
When I was young
And I almost drowned,
I was found

It sounds tacky
But I’m hopeful,
There’s a reason
That I found the ground
And my sirens sound.

Set the dark on fire
Set the dark on fire
Set the dark on fire
Set the dark on fire
Now

So take all that you know and stuff it in a hole,
And in ten thousand years someone will take you home,
Rewind the words in which you roam

ahh oooooh ooh
oooooooh ooh

Set the dark on fire
Set the dark on fire
Set the dark on fire
Set the dark on fire
Nowwww oooooh

Stronger.

I have to be strong. And stronger. This time. With the choice we make, after proper consideration of the effect, the impact and the consequences, we have decided to try.

So, the road ahead may be difficult and long and filled with criticisms or attacks from some, but step by step, hand in hand, we’ll face the future together.

And I’ll be strong in all aspects of my life, and I know you will too. With God’s support and yours. =)

Thank you.